Back to You

Don't know what
to do
or where to
turn,
Bright colors
fade
to black and blue
as my heart
yearns for You.
Stuck
here, alone
I fear
while the
weight mounts
and the
pain grows
won't You draw
me near?
The silence
is thick
while the
words sit
and the paper
balances
while the
pen chooses
not to fit.
Thoughts lingered
now force
a scream
as you push
and pull
to get me
to quit.
Layers in
the light
hide what
shines bright
as I fight
to crawl
to get back
to You.