Time Is Gone.

time. 

is gone.

like dust from

my tracks.

like sand through

my fingers.

like darkness in

the cracks.

like shadows that

still linger.

writers block

as the clock

ticks

tocks

to a miserable

countdown.

poor ending to this

chapter.

no one ever lives

happily ever after.

so much on the

inside.

yelling, fighting myself to

hide.

keeping words locked

away.

live to see another

day.

all day long

locked in this hole.

its growing dark.

i'm feeling cold.

i wanted to be around

for your last hours

spent in this town.

alone i lay and watch

the sun go down.

this day so far from

what i planned.

promised i'd be the

strong one...

this day just wasn't

what i counted on.

all the wrong emotions

flowing in my heart.

stirring like the ocean.

jealousy rages

while i fight its stages.

best friend is

my title. but i'm

the only one not

having you at the end.

misconstrued i know.

to stoop so low.

these are my honest

feelings. i let show.

anger. rejection.

pride. hurt.

emotions begging

to come out.

*sigh*

swallow hard

promise is

a promise.

told you the

strong one i

would be.

time

is not gone.

time is ahead.

past is gone.